i really miss you
but i can feel you don't even miss me
i just wanna to hug you
u said we think differently
what you want and what i want is different
should i just let it go?
i really miss you
the harder i try, the distance we become
i really just wanna see you
but maybe it is time for us to say goodbye
i really don't want but i just feel that we are not meant to be together anymore
sorry for everything
i shouldn't
it really hurts me
my heart really feels pain
pain till at one point i don't feel anything else
my body just gone numb

thanks
goodbye
take care
all the best
don't worry

i am nothing but a burden

i don't want be a burden to you anymore

i don't want to hold you just because of my study

if you wanna break

just break

i am ok

i don't want to think about it anymore

i know i love you a lot

and i know i care bout you a lot

and i know this is killing you

if you wanna break but you're afraid to harm me

tell me after this saturday

don't worry

i will be fine

i am afraid i can't stop myself being thinking

thinking of letting go this relationship

i want you to love me, to care me, to be with me

but all i get is waiting

everyday

i am hoping to have a surprise from you

everyday

i wish you can give me a little bit of time to spend with me

i know you are busy

but i really want to see you

yea i remember, you had once said, you prefer to be with friends

haih

i just miss you

i really thinking of letting go this relationship

someone advised me before,

i should cut it and get the pain now rather than drag the whole things into a mess

haih

haih

haih

haih

haih

haih

haih

T^T

do you know why i think negative

lately, you acted strangely
you don't let me know anything bout you
you don't let me touch your iphone
you don't let me see your facebook
no longer have the luxury of hugging you
and you really don't mind not seeing me anymore

am i really that sticky?
if you feel i am not good
you can just let me know
we can break

i ask you yesterday that question
and you said because i kept think negatively
i push you away

i guess everything is because of me
i guess i am not a good lover

i try my best to love you
to be with you
but i think
what i do is a mistake

i did ask myself
when i court you at that time
is it my fault?
is it my fault to fall in love with you

i really want someone to love me
to be with me


i guess is me
the problem is with me

everyone doesn't like me
is ok
even my own family doesn't love me
is ok
i told myself i don't mind
as long i still have you
but i guess i giving you too much pressure

i told myself is ok that if we break up
but i guess i am not ok at all

i scare my you leave me just like
i know you told me to let go the past
but it is not easy
for me
to see someone leaves because of another person
it hurts

but i rather you tell me you got someone else than cheating me behind
this is what i feel

i afraid of myself
i don't know what am i trying to do
i keep on thinking negatively
i know i push you away
i don't blame you
i just blame myself

i cried
i cried for an hour
i keep on thinking of the memories we has
i just too miss you
i scare you will leave me

i made up my mind
i decide to do something bout it
for you and me
hopefully i won't regret it

this movie makes me think back my secondary school life

a lot things that happened in that time

happy moments

crazy moments

sad moments

i treasure all those moments

in this movie

it portrays 遗憾 

i don't want my life to have regret

i want to love all people around me

in this movie

the actress did said something like this:

love is the best when we are still not together but we are in love with each other, once, we are coupled, we no longer feel the same enthusiasm to be with each other.