kelly clarkson if i can't have you

right now i am bombing myself with kelly clarkson's song

so in love with this song

IF I CAN'T HAVE YOU

nice song...

Hearts break too fast
When the sentimental
Won't stay, won't last
When it's love at first sight
So why are my convictions
Blinded by your spotlight
Can't breathe, can't sleep
Need some medication
I'll kiss goodbye to my reservations
I know there's other fish out in the sea
Not for me
I want you

If I can't have you
Then I don't want anyone
I don't want anyone
If I can't have you
Then all the damage has been done
Baby
We can break these rules
If you wanna have some fun
If you wanna have some fun
Think of all the love that you would lose (lose)
If I can't have you (If I can't have you)
If I can't have you (If I can't have you)

Hot beat, cold sweat
Thoughts slippin' under
Can't fight, no threat
Cause there's just no use
One look no hesitation
I'm slippin' into you
Forgive these eyes
These lips you're tasting
No time to waste on an invitation
My shame, my self control
Has suffered enough
And everybody wants to be loved

If I can't have you
Then I don't want anyone
I don't want anyone
If I can't have you
Then all the damage has been done
Baby
We can break these rules
If you wanna have some fun
If you wanna have some fun
Think of all the love that you would lose
If I can't have you (If I can't have you)
If I can't have you (If I can't have you)

I haven't seen the best that love has had to offer
They say perfection's always right around the corner
Could be true
But if I can't have you

If I can't have you
Then I don't want anyone
I don't want anyone
If I can't have you
Then all the damage has been done
Baby
We can break these rules
If you wanna have some fun
If you wanna have some fun
Think of all the love that you would lose
If I can't have you (If I can't have you)
If I can't have you (If I can't have you)
If i cant have you (if I cant have you)

Think of all the love that you would lose (lose)
If I can't have you

XD 

exam

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EXAM coming soon

die lo...

i haven't start do my revision

why the time table for this semester all cramp into 4 days to end the whole exam?

die die die die die

friday (23/4) - psy 106 Quantitative Method

saturday (24/4) - mch 101 Mass Communication & psy 220 Career Guidance

monday (26/4) - psy 216 Exceptional Children - Development Disorder

why all come together?

die lo...

need to start kick my ass to make my ass to read

or else i really fark in the exam... LOL

 jia you

oooohhhh~

finally, i went back to my counselling session after being absent for bout 1 months.

hey, it is not my fault. K?

LOL

i called her the last time to postpone my session.

and the person who in charged said he will pass the message to my counsellor since she was had another session with other client at that time.

so it is not my fault.

clocks tick when i reached to CPCS today.

and my counsellor sat there and looked like she waited to me (i know she not coz she was eating something, let me zi lian a bit, k?)

when reached into the room, counsellor told me that she gonna end my session with her.

i felt ahhhh, ouuuhhhhh.

LOL

at times, i always don't want to go to session.

but, today i felt i will gonna miss it.

since i been with the sessions more than 4 months.

LOL

times really passed by quickly.

counsellor said i can stand alone to make all the decision.

i think she is right.

i can't depend on her forever.

i sure i can make it.

hmmm

*finger cross*

FARK OFF stupid idiot women!

mood?

first i wanna say FUCK OFF lady.

sorry being rude but it is my right to eat in the lrt.

i am not eating something like durian or nasi lemak.

i just ate the bread.

for god sake.

it is none of your business.

you pointed to me the symbol of do not eat in train.

how bout you?

stupid idiot farking lady.

you used the elevator while it stated there so big that it is meant for disabled people.

which part of your body is disabled?

except being fat and having a big ass.

arghhh~ damn angry at that stupid idiot farking lady.

FUCK OFF.

seriously.

sushi king

finally!

i ate you.

muahahaha (evil laugh).

sorry being so evil. LOL

so happy.

it is the time again.

sushi king have their members' day.

so nice to eat with you.

i am surprise that you will come and ask me go along to eat.

i told you last night that i wanna eat and today you asked me to eat.

thanks. ^^

my dear, don't play with me like that. please?

what the hell, where i put it.

just now it was there.

few hours later, it was gone.

where the hell it went to.

please come out.

i beg u.

don't play hide and seek.

my dear crystal bracelet.

T_T

i will really cry.

i need u for my upcoming exam.

don't leave daddy alone to go for war.

pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it is very important gift from other people.

T_T

fun to read

think bout it, i do have a lot of negative things.

think bout it, i am such a stupid person.

think bout it, i am nothing but troublesome.

think bout it, i am always make others to suffer.

think bout it, i always try to be strong to what i think but i can't at the end of it.

think bout it, i am nothing.

think bout it, why do i bother bout myself.

why do i need to pretend myself with a smile when i am really sad?

why do i really wanna be actor in front of the crowds.

who can i show real self to?

who can understand me?

i found you.

you.

think bout it, you are the person who i really search for.

think bout it, you are the person that i really need of.

think bout it, i don't really care bout others when i am with you.

think bout it, i really just want you.

think bout it, i don't want to think bout other things when i am with you.

think bout it, i can be myself even though not 100% but at least 80% of real self.

think bout it, i am me when i am with you.