U

u

u know who am i referring to.

only u is all i ever wanted.

there are a lot of memories with u.

u gave the new meaning to my life.

ur kindness, patience, caring, love, trust and a lot more.

if can, i really wish to pick the star from the sky just for u.

i am nothing.

nothing good on me yet u still love me.

thanks

angel

when i am small

i wish to have an angel to protect me

right now

i found my angel

i realised how important u can be to me

without u

life could be so pointless

in my mind

u are the one to me

arguments, fights

all these almost break us

yet

u and i tried our best to hold it

and we always get through it

i do not want fights, arguments

it is my thought

it is automatic to think that way

i tried to ignore it

i tried to focus other things when i am thinking bout it

for the first few times

it works

i just got to make it work again

i am trying

now

i am free from those

as i am understand u more

while u also understand me more 

there might be times that we will argue

but it just a process

i guess we can look at it and say well without it, we are kinda boring

thanks

for being there to support me and giving me the times to change

T_T

sorry~

i never meant to act that way

i promised that i won't do, yet i done it

i know my words can't be trusted anymore

i already doing my best

why i am still like that?

i try not to think negatively

i tried~

T_T

i tried to hold my tears

why the tears flow by itself?

i don't want to cry

why?

why am i crying?

all because i failed my promises

my words can't be trusted

i can't blame u

coz i made it

i i i

i just want everything to be the old times.

T_T

catching thumb

whoever can thought that a simple game could be that fun?

simple game but sweet memory.

catching thumb is a childhood game.

it is not something that grand but it is something that could make u think of ur favourite person to play with.

all these while i am really a stupid person for not being appreciate u.

in the car, while playing catching thumb

it felt great.

i understand it now.

a relationship should have qualitative times instead of quantitative times.

i will slowly be matured.

wait for me.

i will not be ignorance anymore.

i won't make myself to do regrettable decisions or behaviours.

won't not try to hurt u.

hurting u is the last thing that i wanna do.

cheers~

new experience on photo shooting~ 5/6/2010

5th June 2010

this date marks for the first time

i went for photo shooting.

place: taman bukit jalil.

the place is such a beautiful place.

got turtles, oh my god...

different sizes.

thanks albert (the photographer) for taking photos.

this session taught me a lot things.

i realized i am not that good in posing in front of camera.

as the albert helped me to take photos

my arms, legs, body pose, even my face expressions looked silly to me.

LOL

there is another silly thing that i done.

i thought this session is involve with salary (luckily it didn't)

i told everyone that it is from the modeling agency.

actually is not.

sorry guys for my mistake.

LOL

however

this albert guy is from this so call 1news forum.

and he helped me took the photos is for me to upload to that forum for a contest (i think so).

i will ask him more details.

LOL

albert told me that he will send me all the photos that he took

and i have to select top 15 photos.

let him know so that i am not sure for what.

LOL

anyway

the photos i will upload later.

coz i haven't receive the photos yet.

i think i won't upload at here coz i will upload on facebook.

rf rf

p/s: don't laugh when viewing my photos, early warning to u guys...

: D

kenny is signing off.

ciaozZz~

ipoh's experiences

wohooo~

i seriously in love with ipoh de.

haha

actually,

what so interesting in ipoh?

hmmm~

to me,

another plain city.

but,

what make it interesting is that you accompany me to go to.

hahaha

rush yet fun.

haha

anyway,

this is my first time try to go other state by taking a train.

oh yea~

wu hoo~

ktm.

the feeling kinda like back to the old times.

i thought that by traveling through train, we will be more slow.

indeed,

i am wrong.

the train was kinda fast.

hmmm~

LOL

the main point is not here.

at ipoh,

what we done was:

1. consulted with a "witch doctor" LOL -.-|||

2. ate "rang liao" (yong tau fu). LOL

3. ate tau fu fah. (holly cow, this tau fu fah, must try peeps. it is not the same as in kl. this one, you can choose to take away, however the system works like McD. you got to queue up along with other cars. one by one, the car approach to the stall and place the order to the worker. worker bring out the tau fu fah and you eat it in the car and give back to the worker and along with the money too.)

4. visit cave. LOL (kek lok shi, something like that. correct me if i am wrong. hehe paiseh)

5. ohh yea i got to know the ipoh better (well, i mean the road's names. i mean like kun choi kai {coffin street}, strawberry park, tim bang kai {desserts street}.

however, the rain followed us from kl to ipoh.

i mean when we reach ipoh

ipoh started to rain and when we about to leave

the rain stopped.

however,

along the way we back to kl,

the rain was non stopped.

LOL

until we reached kepong sentral,

yes the rain still did not stopped.

LOL

we really brought rain (shui = money) to ipoh.

-.-|||

...

all these while

i don't know how to appreciate you.

i make a lot of mistakes that i wish i could return to the past and change.

now

those actions hunts me.

i am sorry.

but i know it is useless to apologise.

coz what i had done is done.

nothing can change.

though

u still forgiving me

i can't forgive myself to hurt u.

why i so stupid to hurt u

instead to appreciate u.

all the mistakes i done

yet u never really mad me for long period.

instead u always tried to comfort me.

thanks.

i wanna be the person that i said i would be.

u had change my entire life.

what am i now is thanks to u.

things had changed.

sorry.