i don't want to break
i miss you
i read what you wrote in msn profile message
it hurts that i done so many bad things
i cry
i want to stop cry but it hurts a lot
i hate myself

never know it can be such as pain

hurt my finger

but the pain wasn't pain at all compares to the pain in my heart

but i don't blame you

coz it is me

i know you told me that is not my fault or your fault

it just the matter of our attitude

but i want to blame myself

i really hate myself

i hate myself

i don't wish to see myself

the last time you will call me that name again

can't listen it anymore

but i won't blame you

coz is me

i hate the way i think

the way i react

the way i want

myself

i hate every thing about me

i just hate

i miss you

bb

i hate myself

wish myself just die

don't exist

should i?

or shouldn't i?

being alone

i guess i just have to bear with it

i being alone since last time

why now can't?

maybe i love you too much?

i shouldn't lock u like a bird being locked in a cage

if i love you

i should let you go

haih

i am sorry for things that i did

i know apologising couldn't change the reality of the mistakes that i did

i know i always do the talking

but didn't do the action

you told me that we are not suitable to be together

not because of whoever have the problem

instead

it is because we just not meant to be together

i don't know

sad

i should not cry

i must not cry

i should not let you suffer the pain

if i love you

i should just let you be happy