moods

mood of today : mixture of happy and worry

i am happy due to two reasons.

first reason.

i saw people that i haven't seen for ages.

they can't recognized me.

they just walked in front of me without looking at me.

am i really change that much?

i hope i did.

coz i really don't wanna be my old self again.

i wanna be the new kenny.

i think i am succeeded in doing that.

should i be proud?

hmm~ sometimes, i still think i am the old kenny.

with the fatty look.

LOL self-condemning.

second reason.

hmmm, i am extremely happy because able to meet you.

you really able to make my day to be happy.

feel happy to be with you.

LOL

to me, you are very important person.

^^V

while i am worry due to two reasons.

first reason.

this reason is being following me since last year.

i am superb extremely for god sake i am worry of my hair.

my hair kept fall i can see the flesh of my head skin.

oh my holly cow.

i went to guardian.

i bought myself a hair treatment for growing hair.

i never thought that i really need to use it so early.

anyway, it is not cheap though.

i also did consume vitamins for my hair every morning since last month.

hope will have positive effect by next month or next next month.

*cross finger*

second reason is the exam is around the corner.

yet i am still so procrastinate.

i am lazy to start my revision.

oh god, really please help me.

i need YOUR mighty guidelines.

i know i never pray for YOU.

please help me please please.