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Monday, October 18, 2010

screw me

hate myself
for being an useless guy
erb really rejected again due to the permission to use the questionnaire was not there
maybe i didn't really "jaga" your feeling that time
maybe my tone was a bit high
sorry
i also don't know bout that permission too
if i know bout it
i won't let it happen too

lost marks in erb
i can't blame anyone for anything
5% erb marks
i know i can't really complain nor blame others
coz i know i got fault which i did not check

4% marks in 308 quizzes gone~
just blaming myself for not at that class
sorry to those who i offended and sorry because make u guys to perceive that i am blaming
sorry

everyday in HELP
i don't feel like wanna go for classes
don't feel like wanna study
just feel like wanna stop
stop for a year, stop forever
i just feel that right now

2 comments:

  1. You didnt want it to be this way either right? Stop the blaming and finger pointing and do something about it..Dont give up yet.

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  2. yea, but i still think it is my fault... it is not easy not to think to give up... i mean my mind just keep asking me to give up now... my feeling and also my mind keep ask me to stop what ever i am doing now... feels like not worth doing it anymore...

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