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there is an old said, "one man's food another man's poison".

well, i guess it is true.

i can't really expect everyone think the same thing on me.

i just need to learn to accept everything.

a lot things i am in the process of learning.

i learn to put myself into others' perspective.

i learn to be more understandable.

maybe i am still not good at it, i trying.

i need time.

there are times that i wish that i can be more mature.

whether in relationship (i mean any type of relationships) or attitude toward studies or works.

coz i realized i am not good in handling anything.

i am still learning.

i need time.

can time really help us to mature or to forget or to cool down everything?

i learned from someone where he said that time actually can't do anything.

well, i am not sure.

coz i am still finding my very own answer to this.

when i find out this answer, i will let you know. XD

p/s: it just a simple feeling that occur to me right now and i just wanna share it out with you guys.

no offense if hurt some of you. LOL 

my dear lovely x6

T_T

handphone, X6.

i regret to upgrade ur software.

if i know this would happened.

T_T

now the handphone totally ki siao jor.

i want to read chinese or type chinese fonts.

now, even english wording also will be in square.

why?

surfing the facebook with handphone, some words also will be square.

T_T

feelings~

all this while, i really never thought that i will be that having much feeling to you.

though i always know that i do have a strong feeling on you, i never thought it was that strong till it can really shut my whole world to others.

only a call from you, my journey can become so happy.

because of you concern, i feel like i being taken care by angel.

you is just the one i need.

i love you, these three words, you said to me few times, now i am so miss it.

these three words are the energy booster to me.

i know my attitude is causing you to be very tired, i am know.

thanks for always being here with me.

back to blogs~ ^^

hell yeah~

i am back from my depression weeks.

LOL

last week i was depressed for coursework marks that i scored and the way i done my exam.

hmm~

but today i am ok jor

coz these few days, kinda good things happened to me.

^^

bought myself a X6 NOKIA cell phone.

^^

went to eat lunch with tracy, mun fang, angel, and woon ping.

nice lunch.

spend a lot of times with you.

haha

suddenly forgot bout my exams and coursework marks.

3 Oh!3 ft. Neon Hitch - Follow Me Down

3 Oh!3 ft. Neon Hitch - Follow Me Down

i am so in love with this song.

though this song is one of the alice in wonderland, i do like it.

(nothing against with this movie, sorry just that i hate clown, and johnny deep, u look like a clown to me in that movie).

LOL

Take me take me outta here it makes me
Feel so, feel so na na nana na

Baby baby here we all crazy
You don’t have to worry na na nana na

So follow me down
Out of this town
Girl you’re moving way too slow
So follow me down, I’ll show you around
There’s a place we gotta go

Follow me, follow me
Fa la-la-la-la [x2]
Fa la-la-la-la

Dancing, walking clock keeps on talking
They sing, they sing la la-la-la-la

Gentlemen and ladies, animals and babies
We sing, we sing na na na-na-na

So follow me down
Out of this town
Girl you’re moving way too slow
So follow me down, I’ll show you around
There’s a place we gotta go
[ Follow Me Down mp3 on http://musicjuzz.blogspot.com ]

Follow me, follow me
Fa la-la-la-la [x2]
Fa la-la-la-la

Follow me, follow me
Fa la-la-la-la [x2]
Fa la-la-la-la

Ahh ah oh
Ah ah ah oh
Ah ah ah oh oh

Down down down down. Oh okay
Down, down. Down down. Oh, oh

Follow me, follow me
Fa la-la-la-la [x2]
Fa la-la-la-la
Follow me, follow me
Fa la-la-la-la [x2]
Fa la-la-la-la

lost and found

yippieee yea yea yipiee~

i found back my precious

so happy yet feel so weird bout the whole situation.

LOL

last week, i went back to mum's house, she told me that i left it in her house.

but as i remembered i brought back to my home.

i got my supporter too.

my bro saw that i wore it.

so weird.

LOL

besides, my mum usually will let me know if i left anything in her house.

however this time, she did not let me know.

hmmm

just feel everything very weird.

anyway, it came back to me.

i am happy.

^^

moods

mood of today : mixture of happy and worry

i am happy due to two reasons.

first reason.

i saw people that i haven't seen for ages.

they can't recognized me.

they just walked in front of me without looking at me.

am i really change that much?

i hope i did.

coz i really don't wanna be my old self again.

i wanna be the new kenny.

i think i am succeeded in doing that.

should i be proud?

hmm~ sometimes, i still think i am the old kenny.

with the fatty look.

LOL self-condemning.

second reason.

hmmm, i am extremely happy because able to meet you.

you really able to make my day to be happy.

feel happy to be with you.

LOL

to me, you are very important person.

^^V

while i am worry due to two reasons.

first reason.

this reason is being following me since last year.

i am superb extremely for god sake i am worry of my hair.

my hair kept fall i can see the flesh of my head skin.

oh my holly cow.

i went to guardian.

i bought myself a hair treatment for growing hair.

i never thought that i really need to use it so early.

anyway, it is not cheap though.

i also did consume vitamins for my hair every morning since last month.

hope will have positive effect by next month or next next month.

*cross finger*

second reason is the exam is around the corner.

yet i am still so procrastinate.

i am lazy to start my revision.

oh god, really please help me.

i need YOUR mighty guidelines.

i know i never pray for YOU.

please help me please please.