things that happened for 1 weeks

finally, all my assignments was settled...

last week was like a hell...

all the assignments, presentation came together...

busy till no time to write my blog... LOLx

so now i just briefly write what was happened last week till now...

kakaka

before that, i was went to celebrate ppg's birthday...

she was 21st lo this year... so fast time passed by...

i know her since form 1 in smkkj... LOLx

we celebrated her bday in decanter in damansara height...

here, i want to apologise to everyone coz i was late that day...

sorry... i do not intended to late...

sorry guys...

anyway, we were all having our happy time since all of us do not meet up since form5... LOLx

the nite before we all celebrate ppg's birthday, ks, watt, oh, mc, joey, tz, and me was making a video for ppg..

and all of us was hoping that she will cry... akaka

anyway the videos are in facebook... just go to my profile and have look yea... kaka

ermm now i just upload few of the photos la... kakaka

ppg, wish u again an happy birthday...
hope that day u have fun..
and also hope all the luck will be with u...



next event: colloquium 2009 in HELP University and College
this is my first time to present in colloquium... though i presented before in a bunch of ppl in HELP
however, this feeling is different...
maybe this time got the tutor there and asked us questions....
i dont know... this is not an easy presentation for us...
the feeling like nervous, anxious, mix up feeling
however, it is very fun to attend the colloquium...
after finished the whole presentation, most of us took the photos...
by the way, i would like to congratz to jasmine's group for winning dunno what award... LOLx
anyway, here are some of the photos...

i love this pet... chin guan's pet... very cute

everytime i went to chin guan's house, this pet will do this pose for us...

shum love this pet...

LOLx

cute le... XD

monday,  23/11/09

ex DCLs class mates asked me to go back to TARC to help them...

they were organizing some event for health psychology...

and they wanted me to help them...

i went back to help them since it is opportunity to get closed with them since i were left the school so long...

i always wanted to go back since after i graduated there...

this is my opportunities...

lee miao miao, soon li, leo, wing soon also were there...

they all went back to help them...

thanks to mei yan too...

for coming to support my friend's activity...

thanks yea

by the way, i just realised that dr mustapha was miss eva's ex lecturer in ukm... so happy...

hehehe

and i met my ex lecturer in tarc... mr bala, miss caren, miss eva, miss kartika... LOLx

all seem to be healthy... and i hope they all be fine...

XD

 

though that day was not have much chit chat with all my friends, it is still a good event for us to hang out...

hope we all can do this again...

or even we all can just come out and meet up... and have some conversations...

miss my old tarc life...

GELI

this is called life? whole week full of assignments' due date. oh~ so torturing...
today, wanna talk bout the something happened in LRT.
hate that malay guy. but i wanna clarify that i am not racist...
all i can said is GELI~
as usual, i went to HELP at morning...
however, i was late today...
so i got to stuck in queueing up with a lot of people in the LRT at 8.30am and when the train came, the train was packed too...
no choice, i got to get myself into that train as i was late for my group discussion...
when i hooked onto the train, i was standing at the train's door... beside the besi tiang whereby the most nicest place to stand with...
the malay guy who stood there, and at first i thought it is ok la... coz i am such an innocent kid.. kaka
anyway back to the story, the LRT were so packed with all the people, the feeling like became a sardine fish in the sardine can...
then, the LRT kept brake and i dunno why...
here is the most interesting part and GELI part...
the malay guy kept using his leg to touch me...
ohh my god... think also geli..
at my mind, i kept hoping faster reached to my station...
besides that, he also hor, kept moving here and there though like wanna touch me...
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sien... LOLx
end of my story... just wana release the stress coz assignment... kakaka

Ryan Cabrera - Photos

Ryan Cabrera - Photo

A photo can say a thousand things
But it can't say the million things I wanna say
A photo can capture the way we were
But it can't capture the way we are
'Cause you're far away
What it's like to know you
What it's like to touch you

When you told me that you loved me
were those just words
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts
'Cause I'm looking at your picture
'Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot

Timing lost minutes and moments
And I might be lonely girl
But I'm not afraid
In a second
It all comes right back to me
Nothing's forgotten now
Yeah everything's saved
What it's like to touch you
What it's like to know you

When you told me that you loved me
were those just words
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts
'Cause I'm looking at your picture
'Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot

You were my life
you were my faith
You gave me hope every day

When you told me that you loved me
were those just words
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts
'Cause I'm looking at your picture
'Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day

You and me will have one more shot

emo

lately being thinking too much again...
before that, i knew i am always been think of negative things
until that day i did the test of personality test, the result showed i am always worry...
as i reflect to myself, i realised i am worry too much which leads to i will think of negative things...
sometimes, i really do not know how long i can stand of this...
sometimes, i do think of suicide...
however, i do object of doing suicide, i do hate of people who using death to escape the problem...
yet, my physical and mentally could not take it...

next week tuesday, i will go for my first session of counseling...
though i am not sure whether it is right thing for me to do or not though i am a future psychologist...
maybe i am used to close my heart to myself and now i had to share with someone..
i might afraid he/she will laugh at me...
there are a lot of people told me not too think too much, i am also hoping i could do that
but, the thoughts are like automatic comes into my mind...

today, i wrote this post, actually it is crossing the line i set up for myself way back then...
i do hope the counseling session could help me...