my love causes pain
break up?
final option?
lately being thinking a lot
why would keep you together if you are not loving me any more
you are not happy and i am not happy
i always thought love you to the fullest will ensure us to have happiness
you said you still love me
and i know
i can feel it
but i sometimes will think negatively
actually
is not your fault
i mean you are suitable to be in relationship
is me
you know
the things i want
the things i keep demand
is me
is me not suitable to be in relationship
you are right
loving someone shouldn't change him/her
love the way he/she is
but i am keep changing you
maybe i need to ask myself
do i really love you
or do i just wanna change you to become the person i wanted
at this moment
i ask myself
if you wanted to break up, can i accept?
and i told myself to accept it
all i know i want you to be happy
i don't want hurt you again
because of me
you had been sad for so many times
and i am feel sad too
i am angry with myself
if really break up
definitely i will sad
but we still need to face it
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