i know i always think on negative things
i am really sorry
i try to change myself
i really love u
u give me a lot a lot of good memories
the most scary thing that i always think of is that u will leave
leave becoz i am nothing good
T^T
i don't wanna lose u
what is this feeling?
why so sad when i think of u will leave me?
why it can hurt me?
why it can cut my hurt like a knife cut on my hand while splashing lemon or salt into the wound?
u always appear in my brain
am i going crazy?
why i can see everything is bout u?
why i always think of u?
why i really care bout everything that u do or u say?
why should i really be jealous of people around u?
what i really should do?
i am going crazy
T^T
