i hate myself
i just wanna be in my room and let myself lock inside
i hate seeing myself
i hate myself to think this and that
all these are bad
but why i keep on thinking bout it?
i feel like i am going to lose myself
i just want u care
i just want to see u more often
maybe i am not suitable to be in love
maybe i am not suitable to be with u
maybe i just better go away from this world.
