haiz

pheww~ been busy for 3 weeks le, assignments and midterm are causing me headache... today just finish my last paper... i hate SOCIAL PSYCHOLOGY... the paper was damn hard... i think i will fail it...

anyway, today was so bad luck... today, i waited the bus so quite long time and no bus came... then, when i decided to take taxi, the bus came... at that moment i was doubting whether to take bus or taxi since i knew i going to late if i take that bus... however, i still took the bus... and my prediction was right... so 'lucky' i was got myself in a heavy traffic jam... and it caused me more late... >.<

once i reached the taman bahagia station, i rush myself to take the lrt train... and by the time i reached bangsar it was like 8.45am already.... and my exam was at 9.00am... without think too much, i rush to take taxi the HELP University College... and you know what!!!!!!!!!!! the fare was RM7.00... super duper sad lo... like that rm7.00 flew away already...

the story haven't end here, my unlucky day continued by the stupid midterm... haiz~ the lecturer so geng a.k.a good to us, he came out the test with questions like shit! sorry... but it is true... it is like super duper tough... and it is like wanna jump from building lo...

i think i will fail this midterm paper lo... T_T then the unlucky still continued... the result of midterm for the PMG subject was out today... my friend was checking on the result, so i asked her to help me to check too... and i was shock that my result are not that good... sad sad... feel like wanna jump from building already...16% out of 25% of total final marks... that not a good enough marks to score a B+ at least...

today such a bad luck to me... everything also not that smooth... now hoping that my midterm for social psychology will be better lo... T_T

it is been a month in HELP

1 month passed by since we are in HELP. today, my luck ... somehow i don't know whether my luck is good or bad. LOLx.

ermmm, my day was started as i waking up at 6am and i get myself prepared and i was so happy since i was wearing my new sweater. once i done prepared myself, i took some photo of myself... :$

after that, i got myself stop taking photo as if i was going to late. LOLx i walking to the bus stand, then, i heard somehow like a bus was coming, so i rush myself toward to the bus stand. then surprisingly the bus was there. LOLx once i got myself into the bus, it was started to rain. i felt i am lucky coz i did not get wet.

after that, once the bus reached to the lrt station,  the rain stopped again. LOLx so good hor...

ermmm then hor... i reached to bangsar station and  no need to wait, i straight hooped up into the bus and i got place to sit. everything seem to be very lucky to me rite? haha then u are wrong le. once i got out from the bus, the rain started to rain heavily and in the end i get myself wet... but luckily not that wet. >.<

luckily i got bring umbrella that time... LOLx if not so kelian

 

during the class. so bored till can sleep... hahaha sooooorrrrryyyy wing soon... don't angry yea... hahaha

nothing to do... just took some photos during the class...

naughty hor me... XD

one of my subject i took during this semester... hate project management... LOL

anyway, i am signing off de...

XD

sorry

lately, i am becoming a person that i am also not sure. i am more moody than i am used too. i am lost. what i know is i am making all people around me becoming sad. sometimes, i just wished that i can leave this world. i don't want to cause anyone to be sad. especially people who are closed to me. am i good person?

when am i going to become alright?

i know i am becoming dependent to people.

i know i am not easy to be communicate with.

i know i am not easy to be tolerate with.

i know i have a lot weaknesses and tempers.

i just want to say i am sorry to everyone that i cause them to be sad.

SORRY

feeling?

feeling? what am i feel right now? or does i have feeling? i don't know. even my convo recently happened, but why i still feel sad. sadness is following me. now, i realised i have to face more relationship problems. problems one another one comes out. it will never ended. i realised human are hard to live together. even with family members. sometimes, argument tend to happen.

times

in the past 1 month, a lot things was happened on me. things that happened aren't good. things that causes me to feel pain. last 2 week, i know one of my friend was diagnosed of untreatable illness. although i know him just roughly 1 month, but it seems like we know each other more than 10 years. besides, i realize that human's mind and feeling aren't that easy to understand. i tried. but i failed. i don't know what is real what is false. everything seem to me is like a dream coz once i woke up from the a beautiful dream, i will get back into worst night mare.

sing k at amp square

tuesday (16/6/09). we (bee teen, pey gee, and i) went to sing k in sunway pyramid. the new karaoke shop namely amp square. usually, i go to red box, green box or maybe once in the blue moon go for neways. i never heard of this amp square before. therefore, i tried it for the first time. the amp square is situated in new wing of sunway pyramid and is around somewhere near to car park. LOL that why i also never heard it before.

once, i reached there, the receptionists were very polite. they answered every questions of mine with politely. after asked the price, we went into the room. that day, there are not many people a.k.a. customers to sing k. and i like it. coz we don't have to fight for room. we sang from 12.30pm till 4pm. the price is same like green box or red box. rm 9++ per person.

we reached into the room, the room was not that big. all the system were not same from other sing karaoke shop. right after, we stepped in, bee teen straight went for the remote control and picked one song. then, she started to sing.

after that, the waiter came in and asked us to select our menu. LOL by the way i really wanna say LOL. coz all of us picked the same food except for the drink. LOL we picked the fish fillet with mango sauce. YUMMY!!!

after a while, they brought the food in. it was the nicer food compare to others karaoke shop. i mean it is really damn nice. LOL and by the way their service is kinda good. only the one thing they have to improve is whereby the songs selection. i mean most they do not have many new songs selection. besides, they do not provide english pinyin for the japanese songs. which i am so not happy with it. coz i saw a lot ayumi hamasaki's songs yet i can't sing. -.-|||

LOL

however, overall of the amp square is still ok. maybe it is still new. they need time to improve themselves. gambate amp square.

for photos : you may see the photos in friendster or facebook.

sorry for not uploading photos here coz i am very sleepy.

LOL

anyway, kenny is signing off... chiowzzzzz... Zzzz!!!

cake!!!

i have a confession. actually, i always suddenly want to eat something out of suddenly like a pregnant lady. LOL suddenly will think of eating this, eating that. u know like at night in the 3am i might feel like want to eat sundae chocolate McD. then without thinking straight i will go buy to eat. LOL

last week, forgot which day le, i suddenly felt that i want to eat cake in the middle of 1am. LOL then i promise myself to buy and eat. then this week i got my opportunity. i can eat le. haha i went to secret recipe and order strawberry chocolate cake. it was so yummy!!!

yummy cake!!! cake!!!

after that, i also enjoy a cup of tea. i don't know what tea liao... LOL paiseh!!!

i am look so stupid in this photo.