fun to read if u wanna know me better

Dear Kenny Ng, below are your Personality Tests result:

Who is your true self: You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Your view on yourself: 
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are down-to-earth
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :People like you because you are so straightforward
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both si
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking: 
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are a true romantic
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :When you are in love
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You will do anything
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Everything to keep your love true
Your readiness to commit to a relationship: 
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that pe
The seriousness of your love: 
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :So you will find yourself with plenty of dates
Your views on education: 
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Education is very important in life
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You want to study hard
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Learn as much as you can
The right job for you: 
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You're a practical person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Will choose a secure job with a steady income
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Knowing what you like to do is important
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Find a regular job doing just that
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You'll be set for life
How do you view success: 
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Nothing will stop you from trying
What are you most afraid of: 
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are afraid of things that you cannot control
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel

 

 

this test was done when i was kinda boring but got to go to mummy house.

but the truth is that the result are so right.

especially the love part...

kakaka

p/s: post for fun only... XD

Leona Lewis - Happy

Leona Lewis - Happy

someone once told me
that you have to choose
what you win or lose
you cant have everything
dont you take chances
you might feel the pain
dont you love in vain
cause love wont set you free
i could stand by the side
and watch this life pass me by
so unhappy but safe as could be

so what if it hurts me
so what if i break down
so what if this world just throws me off the edge
my feet run out of ground
i gotta find my place
i wanna hear my sound
dont care about other pain infront of me
cause im just tryna be happy, yea
just wanna be happy, yea
holding on tightly
just cant let it go
just tryna play my roll
slowly diasappear, oooh
well all these tears
they feel like theyre the same
just different faces, different names
get me outta here
well i can stand by the side
and watch this life pass me by
pass me by

so what if it hurts me
so what if i break down
so what if this world just throws me off the edge
my feet run out of ground
i gotta find my place
i wanna hear my sound
dont care about other pain infront of me
cause im just tryna be happy
just wanna be happy
oooh
so any turns that i cant see
ill count a stranger on this road
but don’t say victim
dont say anythng

so what if it hurts me
so what if i break down
so what if this world just throws me off the edge
my feet run out of ground
i gotta find my place
i wanna hear my sound
dont care about all the pain infront of me
cause im just tryna be happy
just wanna be happy

money~~~~~~~~~~~~~

arghhhhh~

i want money ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i want to shopping.

a lot of clothes and trousers i wanna buy.

T_T

stupid HELP timetable also making me crazy....

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feeling #2

hmmm, when people said when things are past, then let it passed.

everything can be forgotten with enough of time.

i used to think this way too.

lately, i asked myself, is it so?

can time really wash all the memories away?

this, i think no one can answer.

coz reason is simple.

human are made of flesh and blood.

feelings are there whether how long it has pass.

where we go, what we do, will be connected to the past with the person that we love.

no matter how long it pass, it still haunt us.

maybe, there will be people who disagree from me.

maybe~

but i guess, there will be people who agree to me too.

but, if you ask me to choose not to have those memories, i will said i don't want.

in fact, i will treasure them in my heart.

reason, hmmmm....

coz they make me become who i am.

at least in some point, they make me happy.

at some point, i am hurt because of them.

i guess, we are human and we have to face the ups and downs of human life cycle.

someone told me that, when there is happy, there will be sad too.

so, appreciate the happiness, and learn the reason why there will be sadness.

and hope that we won't face sadness again in the same situation.

but i guess, we are human, and we know something is wrong, yet we let ourselves to jump into it.

ps: just another thoughts before sleep.
LOLx

NITES

feeling #1

older chinese generations always said that " force to be together are not happy".

i guess this phrase are damn rite.

there are a lot things we cannot force to be together.

when two person are not similar to each other, no matter how strong is the love is, both of them, still will have a lot of arguments.

there are some part of me said, "let go of it", "don't force yourself", "let yourself to have another try with others".

but, it is not easy.

as feelings are involved.

when u grew urself into the relationship, love, hate, time, happy, sad, angry, satisfied, are the factors to make me to think twice of letting go.

it is not easy as we all said, let go lo...

but, as we think more deeper, we knew that love is there.

yes, there are moments we are very sad, angry, wish to break, but there are moments we felt the happiness, the sweetness, the feeling of being cared by someone.

sometimes, it is not that easy as we said.

but, as i think more deeper, and as my feeling more calm, i felt that i cannot live without YOU.

in somewhere in my heart, i wish that u felt the same too.

i wanted to know what is ur true feeling, what are u thinking, what do u really want.

i always guess what u want.

but, i always wrong.

and i don't want to be wrong as i wanted us to be more closer.

coz if i know more about u, and i know more bout what u like and not, maybe our relationship can be more better.

however, i guess to understand a person is not easy.

coz even to understand myself what i want, i also sometimes confused.

no tittle 1

today, as i came back from klcc, the sky was so dark as it's wanted to cry.

that time, my feeling was also kinda emo.

in my heart, i kept asking god, "are you sympathy me?", "are you crying because you know i wanted to cry?"

as i came down from the bus, the sky was getting darker and the rain as it knew my feeling, getting heavier.

i waited at the bus stop to wait for the rain to subside.

however, the rain was getting heavier.

as i stood at a corner of the bus stop, the rain was drip on my shirt.

so, i move to another side, but the rain like playing with me.

it just can't let me stand at one side.

it kept drip to my shirt.

at that moment, i felt like i am so shit in relationship, now even the rain wanna play on me.

???

what is meaning of being couple?

my definition of couple is two person belong together, tied together, both of them are similar to each other.

but how we want to be similar together if we could not spend time together?

how do we expect to understand each other?

though time can help us to understand each other as if we know each other longer, but if we do not do any action to make close to each other, how do we expect to be together and understand each other?

less spend time together, how do a relationship to be sustain? then, is there any love in the relationship?

isn't love suppose to be sweet?

then why there are so many fights and arguments?

is it that hard to be a couple?

i understand that each of us have different priority, but i always thought that if there is love, we can tied all things into one knot.

but why we have fights and arguments?

does time can really affect a couple which they are loving each other, but it just that time are not suitable?

i never thought that to understand a person is that difficult.