oooohhhh~

finally, i went back to my counselling session after being absent for bout 1 months.

hey, it is not my fault. K?

LOL

i called her the last time to postpone my session.

and the person who in charged said he will pass the message to my counsellor since she was had another session with other client at that time.

so it is not my fault.

clocks tick when i reached to CPCS today.

and my counsellor sat there and looked like she waited to me (i know she not coz she was eating something, let me zi lian a bit, k?)

when reached into the room, counsellor told me that she gonna end my session with her.

i felt ahhhh, ouuuhhhhh.

LOL

at times, i always don't want to go to session.

but, today i felt i will gonna miss it.

since i been with the sessions more than 4 months.

LOL

times really passed by quickly.

counsellor said i can stand alone to make all the decision.

i think she is right.

i can't depend on her forever.

i sure i can make it.

hmmm

*finger cross*

FARK OFF stupid idiot women!

mood?

first i wanna say FUCK OFF lady.

sorry being rude but it is my right to eat in the lrt.

i am not eating something like durian or nasi lemak.

i just ate the bread.

for god sake.

it is none of your business.

you pointed to me the symbol of do not eat in train.

how bout you?

stupid idiot farking lady.

you used the elevator while it stated there so big that it is meant for disabled people.

which part of your body is disabled?

except being fat and having a big ass.

arghhh~ damn angry at that stupid idiot farking lady.

FUCK OFF.

seriously.

sushi king

finally!

i ate you.

muahahaha (evil laugh).

sorry being so evil. LOL

so happy.

it is the time again.

sushi king have their members' day.

so nice to eat with you.

i am surprise that you will come and ask me go along to eat.

i told you last night that i wanna eat and today you asked me to eat.

thanks. ^^

my dear, don't play with me like that. please?

what the hell, where i put it.

just now it was there.

few hours later, it was gone.

where the hell it went to.

please come out.

i beg u.

don't play hide and seek.

my dear crystal bracelet.

T_T

i will really cry.

i need u for my upcoming exam.

don't leave daddy alone to go for war.

pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it is very important gift from other people.

T_T

fun to read

think bout it, i do have a lot of negative things.

think bout it, i am such a stupid person.

think bout it, i am nothing but troublesome.

think bout it, i am always make others to suffer.

think bout it, i always try to be strong to what i think but i can't at the end of it.

think bout it, i am nothing.

think bout it, why do i bother bout myself.

why do i need to pretend myself with a smile when i am really sad?

why do i really wanna be actor in front of the crowds.

who can i show real self to?

who can understand me?

i found you.

you.

think bout it, you are the person who i really search for.

think bout it, you are the person that i really need of.

think bout it, i don't really care bout others when i am with you.

think bout it, i really just want you.

think bout it, i don't want to think bout other things when i am with you.

think bout it, i can be myself even though not 100% but at least 80% of real self.

think bout it, i am me when i am with you.

=)

really can't help myself into falling in love to buy books.

lately being addicted to books.

not textbook by the way. (yeah??) trying to copy miss winnee. LOL

i am doom if she know that.

anyway, bought myself 2 books today.

first book is written by cecelia ahern : p.s. i love you and the second book is written by trudi canavan : prietess of the white.

as i started myself to read p.s. i love you, the very first chapter already had the impact on me so deep.

the grief of losing love one is hardly can bear by anyone.

to me, this book make me to think if one day, if i am gone with the wind and bury into the solid ground, does anyone will be grieving for me?

will there anyone to cry for me?

will there anyone to miss me?

will there anyone to think of me?

well, i am hoping there will.

love~

to me, you are everything.

without you is like trying to breath without air, to live life without food and water, to have fun without knowing what is fun.

I LOVE YOU

i don't want to leave you.

i am afraid you will leave me too.

is not that i am not trust you, is me.

i don't have trust to myself.

in my mind, you are the only thing that i keep thinking through the day and night.

i really treasure you.

i done a lot things that bad.

i know.

i really know.

i am regretting that i was hurting you last time.

please give me another chance.

i know it is not easy to trust me.

i really love you.

i just want you to be with me forever.

though i know i am difficult to be with.

i know i am such a troublesome person.

thanks for treating me so good.

i really hope it will be forever.

i don't want to lose you.

i just wanna hug you forever.