我真的爱你
想你
不想放弃
T……T

if i did not say
if i did not request
maybe we be together forever
why i must open my mouth
why i can't beat the feeling of missing you
why i can't wait till next time to see you
why i just can't trust you
i really love you
but why i always do things that hurt you
if i good enough
we can be together forever
but why
why do i always do the same mistake
why i don't learn from the first time
why
i hate myself
i miss you
i miss the memories we had
i can't really let go
i don't want to lose it

i don't want to break
i miss you
i read what you wrote in msn profile message
it hurts that i done so many bad things
i cry
i want to stop cry but it hurts a lot
i hate myself

never know it can be such as pain

hurt my finger

but the pain wasn't pain at all compares to the pain in my heart

but i don't blame you

coz it is me

i know you told me that is not my fault or your fault

it just the matter of our attitude

but i want to blame myself

i really hate myself

i hate myself

i don't wish to see myself

the last time you will call me that name again

can't listen it anymore

but i won't blame you

coz is me

i hate the way i think

the way i react

the way i want

myself

i hate every thing about me

i just hate

i miss you

bb

i hate myself

wish myself just die

don't exist

should i?

or shouldn't i?

being alone

i guess i just have to bear with it

i being alone since last time

why now can't?

maybe i love you too much?

i shouldn't lock u like a bird being locked in a cage

if i love you

i should let you go

haih