feeling?

feeling? what am i feel right now? or does i have feeling? i don't know. even my convo recently happened, but why i still feel sad. sadness is following me. now, i realised i have to face more relationship problems. problems one another one comes out. it will never ended. i realised human are hard to live together. even with family members. sometimes, argument tend to happen.

times

in the past 1 month, a lot things was happened on me. things that happened aren't good. things that causes me to feel pain. last 2 week, i know one of my friend was diagnosed of untreatable illness. although i know him just roughly 1 month, but it seems like we know each other more than 10 years. besides, i realize that human's mind and feeling aren't that easy to understand. i tried. but i failed. i don't know what is real what is false. everything seem to me is like a dream coz once i woke up from the a beautiful dream, i will get back into worst night mare.

sing k at amp square

tuesday (16/6/09). we (bee teen, pey gee, and i) went to sing k in sunway pyramid. the new karaoke shop namely amp square. usually, i go to red box, green box or maybe once in the blue moon go for neways. i never heard of this amp square before. therefore, i tried it for the first time. the amp square is situated in new wing of sunway pyramid and is around somewhere near to car park. LOL that why i also never heard it before.

once, i reached there, the receptionists were very polite. they answered every questions of mine with politely. after asked the price, we went into the room. that day, there are not many people a.k.a. customers to sing k. and i like it. coz we don't have to fight for room. we sang from 12.30pm till 4pm. the price is same like green box or red box. rm 9++ per person.

we reached into the room, the room was not that big. all the system were not same from other sing karaoke shop. right after, we stepped in, bee teen straight went for the remote control and picked one song. then, she started to sing.

after that, the waiter came in and asked us to select our menu. LOL by the way i really wanna say LOL. coz all of us picked the same food except for the drink. LOL we picked the fish fillet with mango sauce. YUMMY!!!

after a while, they brought the food in. it was the nicer food compare to others karaoke shop. i mean it is really damn nice. LOL and by the way their service is kinda good. only the one thing they have to improve is whereby the songs selection. i mean most they do not have many new songs selection. besides, they do not provide english pinyin for the japanese songs. which i am so not happy with it. coz i saw a lot ayumi hamasaki's songs yet i can't sing. -.-|||

LOL

however, overall of the amp square is still ok. maybe it is still new. they need time to improve themselves. gambate amp square.

for photos : you may see the photos in friendster or facebook.

sorry for not uploading photos here coz i am very sleepy.

LOL

anyway, kenny is signing off... chiowzzzzz... Zzzz!!!

cake!!!

i have a confession. actually, i always suddenly want to eat something out of suddenly like a pregnant lady. LOL suddenly will think of eating this, eating that. u know like at night in the 3am i might feel like want to eat sundae chocolate McD. then without thinking straight i will go buy to eat. LOL

last week, forgot which day le, i suddenly felt that i want to eat cake in the middle of 1am. LOL then i promise myself to buy and eat. then this week i got my opportunity. i can eat le. haha i went to secret recipe and order strawberry chocolate cake. it was so yummy!!!

yummy cake!!! cake!!!

after that, i also enjoy a cup of tea. i don't know what tea liao... LOL paiseh!!!

i am look so stupid in this photo.

01/06/09

topic: cut my hair.

the reason why i wrote this blog is because this is the first time i went to salon to cut my hair. u know la. boys small kid (i am still admitting myself as a small kid although 20 years old le) LOL, always go to indian barber to cut hair. then on the 1/6/09 (monday), i went to kim marie salon in ss2 there to cut my hair. paiseh. this is my first time la. so everything to me is like an alien. LOL

anyway, that day my sister accompany me(see, i am still a kid, need my sister to accompany... -.-) LOL to cut my hair. once, i stepped into the kim marie salon, the space was kinda big, and there was only few customers. after that, my sister and i walked back out and looked their banner. the banner stated junior cut, senior cut (rm25), and professional cut (sorry, i forget other cuts the price LOL). 

my sister asked me which cut i would to try. LOL like i becoming a white mice. LOL then i told her i think i will go for the senior cut. once i registered myself in the registration counter there, i waited about 1 or 2 minutes, they asked me to sit in the chair. LOL i was so don't know what to do. LOL hello!! it was my first time le. how u want me to behave. LOL then, i sat on the chair and there was a guy came near to me and said with a low sound that i almost can't hear what the hack is he trying to tell me. LOL he said wash hair. LOL that the only thing i was able to hear. anyway, i just nodded my head. while he squeezing some liquid from the bottle to my head, he washing my hair.

after successfully making my hair got soap, he was started to massage my head. some point i felt nice, yet, some point i am like wanted to ask him to stop. coz he massage till very pain. tears also coming out. LOL suddenly, he speak in low tune again -.-|| asked me to follow him to wash my hair. i also don't know what to do. LOL coz i like heard what he said but i also not sure. LOL i was like wanted to ask him can u speak louder.

i followed him to the place where can washed my hair. i was lay on the somehow looked like a bed to me. he didn't informed that i can put my head on the sink causing me like "angkat" my head all over the time. LOL it was torturing time. then, when he asked me to "angkat" my head that time to wash my head the unreachable part, i give up, i just didn't "angkat" my head. that when i realized i doesn't have to"angkat". it was like so lame to me. LOL

anyway, once i finished washing my hair by him, i went back to my chair and sat there for about 1 minute before the senior hair stylist come out. before that, once i reached to my chair, my sister was there waited me, i told my sister that, very awkward cause it was my first experience to cut my hair. LOL back to the story, the hair stylist asked me what i would like to cut, my sister helped me to answer by saying cut his hair that u think suitable for him. LOL actually tell the true, i also cincai de. i think it is ok for me as long as dun cut until i don't like la. 

the process of cutting took about half and hour not included the washing la. then, once he finished cut my hair, my sister and i also found it still long for my hair, and we told him, he cut my hair shorter. LOL

 before cut hair 

 after cut my hair.

some people told me that my hair style is like didn't cut. LOL but i love my hair style. but there are still have some people told me that my hair style is nice. LOL

p/s: i think i will go again kim marie there to cut my hair since i become the member for kim marie. LOL

kennyzai is signing off.

thanks for ur time to read this post. LOL

dinner 30/05/09

location: pantai seafood restaurant @ kg. kayu ara

date: 30/05/09

time: 7.30pm

we begin our journey from my house to my brother-in-law's work place around 7.45pm. yet, he couldn't finished his work on time, so we make our move first to there. once, we reached there was around 8pm. still, there were a lot of people waiting for table. we waited there about half an hour before we got our table. meanwhile we waiting for our table, i took some of the pictures.

  seafood.... yummy.... fresh....clam.... i wished that day we do order clam.... T_T

  mr.sean! what are u trying to do? LOL (my nephew)

 me boring till die...

 

sister and i

grandmother and brother

finally, we got our table. since this is were our first time to go this restaurant, we not really know how the system work. whether we go out to where there are a lot of seafood to order or we wait people to come and serve us. LOL paiseh! then when we are about to go out, we saw a lady and we ask her whether we will go out to order or sit there and wait for people to serve us. then, she ask someone to serve us. also, another lady come to us. she bring with the menu.

LOL

there are so many type of seafoods. i also a bit of "pening pening" when see the menu. LOL erm

luckily, i did not have to order coz my dad ordered those food. LOL my dad ordered 7 dishes at first, then he added another 1 more dish. so, total of the dishes we had been ordered were 8 of them.

firstly, the first dish my dad order was the shark fin soup. LOL it was quite delicious la... LOL not bad la...

 wah! shark fin soup... yummy

second dish was our abalone. wah!!! i love abalone... haha everyone also got their own portion. i love my abalone.

 my portion. ^^

later on, the third dish were also arrived. guess what are the third dish. LOL it is sweet potato vegetable. it is our favorite vegetable.  LOL it was cooked with sambal belacan. but it not really spicy at all. LOL

 nice vege... chicken with herbal soup

after that, the whole chicken also came into our table. yet, i don't eat chicken. therefore, they need to eat instead of me. but none of them willing to eat because they wanted to eat seafood rather than the chicken. LOL so in the end my dad had to eat all the chicken.

 yeah! finally, everyone been waiting for it to come out. all of us love this dish until so happy. this crab was fried with salty egg yolk. woohooo... nice. especially the mr.sean love it till keep asking his dad to peel the meat for him. LOL

 guess what is this dish? LOL

look like sotong right? wrong. try again? guess? fish. yea, it is category under fish i think. LOL

ok la i let u all know. it is eel. this is eel fried with dried chili. everyone except my brother, grandmother, dad and me not scare to eat. my sister and brother-in-law are scare to eat this dish. LOL but it tasted not bad. i think they missed it. LOL

prawns... ahhh! my favorite too. nice prawns... i love prawn. they are so nice to eat. the prawns were cooked in the way of butter prawns. love it.

 dad and brother having so much fun of posing their pose and their food. LOL

 grandmother and sister brother in law with his son, sean. cute hor my nephew. but he very naughty. don't be fool by his appearance. LOL

 LOL grandmother was eating and i took it without she knowing. oppsss... so bad le me... ^^

our posing were the most lame post of all. LOL

in the end, there were another dish that we order last minute. that the reason we couldn't take the photo because everyone was eating. LOL anyway, we ate till around 10pm++ and the bill were so expensive. LOL but we are full till can't really want to move ourselves.

LOL

kennyzai is signing off.

p/s: i am quite tired to write this blog that why i wrote it not that nice. sorry if there are insufficient information and pictures. LOL

result

27th may 2009, (eve of diploma result before release day)

i was over night at my friend's house and on that night, i really hardly can sleep. LOL maybe i think i was too nervous of my upcoming result of last semester of diploma. so, at that night, i was like rolled myself to right of the bed, rolled myself again to left of the bed.  anyways, i managed to sleep for few hours and thanks god that i can able to sleep.

28th may 2009, (my last semester of diploma result release day)

i woke up at 7am, i force myself to sleep again. LOL coz i know that the result will be posted on the TARC's website and it won't be posted until around 8am. 'datuk zhao' that day must be very love me coz not long after i woke up at 7am, i was able to sleep again and this time i slept till 9am. when i woke up and i saw the time, i was like a bit 'xiao'. i was scare and nervous, but i wants to know my result.

the reason why i am acting this way is because there are one paper that i not really like. (research methods in counselling and psychology). anyway, after the exam on last month april, i already told myself that if i got this paper passed (C), i also will be very happy.

i used my friend's laptop to check my result, and the connection, OMG, slow till death. i was so anxious and the stupid connection slow and thus it's make me more nervous. LOL

when i am about to give up, the connection suddenly become fast, and i can log in to my account in TARC's website. then, i was so surprised coz i got myself unexpected result instead of failing that paper. at that time, i thought i looked wrongly, so i double checked till now. i still checking. LOL 

i was so happy coz i get a b instead of c. and most of all, i was able to pass the paper. coz if i did not pass, i need to wait 1 year just to resit that paper and i could not able to graduate. LOL i was like almost jump from bed. however, that is not my house and not my bed, so i have to behave. LOL

anyway, i was promised pei kian that i will go college coz i wanted to apply my transcript. i was promised to pei kian that i will be around college at 12pm but i late for 20minutes. LOL i know i don't have time management. :p anyway i was finally reached college, and i went to CITC, and i meet them up. then, pei kian and janz was asking me about the ptptn and i think i can't give any much information since they already asked the ptptn officer. LOL

after that, i went to examination department to apply for my transcript (overall result) coz i wanted to apply HELP University (change from TARC to HELP University). anyway, pei kian, janz, sky, and soon li went to SAD (student affair department). LOL i know if i don't describe the name, u all will have the wrong idea that why my friends want to go sad. LOL they went there to double checked whether they have to apply for transcript for ptptn's purpose.

in the end, they have to go back to examination department coz they been advised that they have to apply coz maybe the ptptn officer might want it. so, i accompany them to apply again. then, after they applied, pei kian suddenly gave me something. a card! a farewell card. the content of the card was so touching, i mean it is really touching. she wrote the moments we begin to know each other from semester 1 till now. i was touched. by the way, i would like to clarify 1 thing. she got boy friend in Canada. and i also know him coz he was my class mate in my course. LOL the reason she wrote this card is because i make her promised me to write me a card. coz she wrote card to people who are going to leave TARC and that why i asked her to write for me too. :p

then, they went to shopping after pei kian gave me the card. so, i was left out coz i did not go. and that time, i was waiting for my dad to fetch me go lunch. LOL i called leo to meet up. leo is 1 of my ex class mate in my course. he was with the juniors of my course, also his class mates. anyway, i went to look them and now i just realize that juniors are kinda fun to mix around with. actually, they asked me to join them tomorrow for sing K, but i did not go. LOL

ermm, maybe i still shy, LOL that why i did not go. but the main reason is that i already broke (poor). LOL

my father reached around 1.20pm, and that when i am about to leave TARC. it is been 2 years i studying there and now it is became memories to me. i miss there even there are ups and downs situations there. anyway, this my report for this time.

kenny is signing off.