if i die
who knows
who cares
if i don't even appear
you all might find it better
you all would be much happier without me bugging into your life

hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself

seeing the pictures we had
it makes me wanna cry
i miss the old days we had
i am so stupid
why i destroy it

我真的爱你
想你
不想放弃
T……T

if i did not say
if i did not request
maybe we be together forever
why i must open my mouth
why i can't beat the feeling of missing you
why i can't wait till next time to see you
why i just can't trust you
i really love you
but why i always do things that hurt you
if i good enough
we can be together forever
but why
why do i always do the same mistake
why i don't learn from the first time
why
i hate myself
i miss you
i miss the memories we had
i can't really let go
i don't want to lose it

i don't want to break
i miss you
i read what you wrote in msn profile message
it hurts that i done so many bad things
i cry
i want to stop cry but it hurts a lot
i hate myself

never know it can be such as pain

hurt my finger

but the pain wasn't pain at all compares to the pain in my heart

but i don't blame you

coz it is me

i know you told me that is not my fault or your fault

it just the matter of our attitude

but i want to blame myself

i really hate myself

i hate myself

i don't wish to see myself

the last time you will call me that name again

can't listen it anymore

but i won't blame you

coz is me

i hate the way i think

the way i react

the way i want

myself

i hate every thing about me

i just hate

i miss you